not what you’re used to

I’m not capable of fake love, I don’t comprehend, how do people fake kick it? my face won’t allow a fake smile, I’ve been this way for quite awhile… ever since I learned that guarding one’s gate is a necessity I’ve been diligent in doing so, ridding myself of toxic people, food, energy and vibes daily, protecting this lady, my social media activity, what I watch on t.v. and what I intake or read… cautious…